我们都是笨蛋

刚才看到朋友的blog
看到一句说到我心坎里的话
“等一个等不到的人叫做傻
等一个叫你不要等等也等不到的人，叫做蠢上加蠢”
世上就是有酱的笨蛋
象我，像你。。
明知道没有结果却还是执迷不悔
明知道没有结果却还是甘之如饴
我都知道的
我知道我笨，很傻，很固执
可是我也清楚地知道
因为是你
再笨再傻再痛苦
我都心甘情愿
因为是你
对你
我不曾忘记
只有放弃

teluk intan I LOVE U!

jz got back from my sweet sweet 2weeks so called "holidays" from teluk intan~
at first i was so reluctant to go there..
was pre-occupied by the thought that 3weeks life there should be god damn boring~
with no internet,no entertainment,but tones n tones of books to read~
but i was wrong~
totally wrong!!!
life is great there!!!
perhaps it's because i went there with bunch of craziee buddies~
thus we had tones of fun there!!
eat and play almost everyday there!
i sure gonna miss the McD drive thru,monopoly & supper in McD,steamboat,watching sunset by the riverbank,chillout at chillout bistro..etc..so many to name of!!!
argh~~~this is the 1st time i so hate to leave teluk intan!!!

放手

原来松开了手 感觉是这么的轻松
以前是我太执着了
明知不可为而为之
多么傻
现在想通了 放开了
整个人好像瘦了二十公斤酱
通畅舒爽！！
没有爱情，却得到一段可以永恒的友情
不是更好吗？
我现在才了解他当初所说的
幸好还不算太迟
加油吧！！
=))))

重新出发

我不能再这样下去了
连我都要看不起我自己了
要折磨到什么时候？
要自欺欺人到什么程度？
要强颜欢笑到何时？
几时才要醒？
不是早就知道结果了吗为什么还要有所期待?
几时才愿意接受事实？
几时才愿意放手？
为什么要做到这么贱这么没自尊在那边死缠烂打？
不想好友们再为我操心了
不想
什么都不想了
不要
什么都不要了
不要再以你为中心
不要每次一上网第一件事就是开你的FB,TWITTER,blog,
不要每次上msn就是先看你是什么PM
不要
我要找回以前潇洒洒脱的我
或者是冷漠对别人的事都事不关己的我
或者是以前最真实的我

advantages

finally i see the advantages of being rejected by the someone i really like a lot..
it's another slimming programming for me!!
ridiculous as it may seem,but it's true!!
the 1st time when i was being rejected,i got no appetite to eat.the weight loss...hmm..could not be quantify~hehe..:=p
the 2nd time when i was being rejected, i developed some mixed form of anorexia + bulimia..i totally loss of appetite,but whenever i felt like eating sth, they all ended up floating in the toilet bowl..pity them as they jz stay in my stomach for no more than half an hour..
the 3rd time when i was being rejected...as usual no appetite to eat.plus i developed diarrhoea..it's the 3rd day now since i was rejected,and the frequency i went to toilet is definitely more than what i used to have for one week's duration!!!
pls dun laugh at me..i m totally devastated now..the reason for me to write this blog to mock at myself..i also duno.i am out of my sane mind ady..mood incongruent with thought?!

相同的命运？！

最近有两位好友不约而同地加入我的失恋大军
同时都被拒绝了！！
唉 x 10000000000000000~~
又要忍不住感慨
为什么要让我们在对的时间遇上错的人？
抑或是在错的时间遇上对的人？
更或者是，我们根本就是在部队的时间遇上部队的人
而我们却一厢情愿的认为他是对的人？
希望她们能尽快走出阴霾，真正的找到自己的幸福。
我相信在这世界上，一定会遇到对的人~~



we gotta believe~:=))

irony of love

for me,i jz learned that the greatest irony of love,is not all of the above.
it is when ur feelings for him is being considered as SILLY
SO SILLY
REALLY SILLY
FUCKINGLY SILLY
tell me how to be smart next time