Saturday, September 25, 2010

重新出发

我不能再这样下去了
连我都要看不起我自己了
要折磨到什么时候?
要自欺欺人到什么程度?
要强颜欢笑到何时?
几时才要醒?
不是早就知道结果了吗为什么还要有所期待?
几时才愿意接受事实?
几时才愿意放手?
为什么要做到这么贱这么没自尊在那边死缠烂打?
不想好友们再为我操心了
不想
什么都不想了
不要
什么都不要了
不要再以你为中心
不要每次一上网第一件事就是开你的FB,TWITTER,blog,
不要每次上msn就是先看你是什么PM
不要
我要找回以前潇洒洒脱的我
或者是冷漠对别人的事都事不关己的我
或者是以前最真实的我





Saturday, September 18, 2010

advantages

finally i see the advantages of being rejected by the someone i really like a lot..
it's another slimming programming for me!!
ridiculous as it may seem,but it's true!!
the 1st time when i was being rejected,i got no appetite to eat.the weight loss...hmm..could not be quantify~hehe..:=p
the 2nd time when i was being rejected, i developed some mixed form of anorexia + bulimia..i totally loss of appetite,but whenever i felt like eating sth, they all ended up floating in the toilet bowl..pity them as they jz stay in my stomach for no more than half an hour..
the 3rd time when i was being rejected...as usual no appetite to eat.plus i developed diarrhoea..it's the 3rd day now since i was rejected,and the frequency i went to toilet is definitely more than what i used to have for one week's duration!!!
pls dun laugh at me..i m totally devastated now..the reason for me to write this blog to mock at myself..i also duno.i am out of my sane mind ady..mood incongruent with thought?!

Monday, September 13, 2010

相同的命运?!

最近有两位好友不约而同地加入我的失恋大军
同时都被拒绝了!!
唉 x 10000000000000000~~
又要忍不住感慨
为什么要让我们在对的时间遇上错的人?
抑或是在错的时间遇上对的人?
更或者是,我们根本就是在部队的时间遇上部队的人
而我们却一厢情愿的认为他是对的人?
希望她们能尽快走出阴霾,真正的找到自己的幸福。
我相信在这世界上,一定会遇到对的人~~



we gotta believe~:=))